I want, no NEED to be more organized with my life. I am juggling so many balls in the air, none of which I am wanting to part with at the moment, that how I want to live my life and how I need to live my life are at opposite ends of the spectrum.
I want to live my life with a general idea of what I'd like to do and get done during the day. No real schedule, but fitting it all in. In reality, when I do that nearly nothing gets done because I am worrying about the things I am not doing whenever I am doing something. I know. I'm a bit crazy.
So, I sat down and wrote out my whole day. I even scheduled play time with the kids, free time for me, and time with Kevin. It stunk. I am not looking forward to this much.
I took it for a small test run today. I wasn't strict because it's a holiday and the kids are home at times they wouldn't normally be. But it wasn't too bad. I actually got a lot done.
We will see how long I stick to it though. To fit everything in I need to wake up at 5:45am and go to bed at 10:30pm. Both decent, good for you times, but it requires completely rewriting my internal clock.